woot gig!!!! baek ah ade gig!!!

IM HERE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD TO ALL THE PPL WHO CAME DOWN TO OUR GIG YESTERDAY AT CHAPTER6 STUDIOS!!!! EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT KNOW MUCH ABT MOST OF U BUT HAIZZ WAT THE HECK, U WERE THERE TO SUPPORT AND ITS BEEN A PLEASURE PERFORMING TO ALL OF U!! EVEN THOUGH IF THE BASS AMP SERIOUSLY SUCKS, WE STILL HAVE FUN!! THANKS AGAIN SUPPORTER!! NXT TIME GIG, SUPPORT LAGI!! HAHAHA

AND TO MY BANDMATES, I CAN T IMAGINE PERFORMING WIF ANYONE ELSE!! SERIOUSLY!!! UR THE BEST BUCH OF MUSICIANS I STUMBLE UPON AND EVEN THOUGH THERE WE SCREW UPS AND TECHNICAL PROBLEMS, ATLEAST WE HAVE FUN RIGHT?? WE ARNT PERFECTIONIST!! WE JUZ THERE TO ENTERTAIN AND HAVE FUN!!! BTW BILE MAU JAM LAGI?? HAHAHA enough say, let the pic do all the talking..

again here i am saying thank you for supporting us!! wow euphoria!! hahaha frm humble beginnings to ourselves now.. its been a step guy.. wif ups and down, we conqured it all!! ROCK ON MIDLIFE PARODY!! WOOTS!!

today gig!!! woot!!

yes ah tmrw gig.. i still not confident if i play the songs properly.. like ive been thnking to myself, wat if i screw up.. den the whole band screw up, hailmi's drumsticks broke into 4!! and yah the whole crowd leaves and the world explode.. all because i strt the chain.. haha imagine...

im staying up all night to double check and try to make some improvisation.. eh why cant a bassist do tht??! haha and i officially broke 2 new picks.. haha 1 snapped and another one juz chipped off beyond usable! haha die die!! if during gig i break sumore picks, im left wif my finger and im not comfortable wif tht!! haha

but aanyway we going to have our last praac session b4 gig, to juz clear the doubts and stuff.. and i juz notice smtg.. 30 jan is the most heavily packed day of my life.. i have jam and gig, my family having bbq at pasir ris and alot of other stuff i cant mention! haha wth!! anyways i betta get back to picking my bass back.. toodles!

i look like a butch!

yes!! i hate my hair.. i really dun want to go to school juz nw coz of this.. and the best part wen i enter class, everyone was like, u didnt cut ur hair, u look the same.. OMG!!! u know how depressed and lousy i am right now spotting this stupid hairstyle and i seriously prefer my long hair!! and tht bloody old man is a fucking, tengok kulit.. malays should know this..

had a squabble wif him after saying tht i didnt cut my hair to school regulation and hes kicking me out of school!! WTF U SOB! U ASKED ME TO CUT, I CUT MY HAIR AND LOOKING LIKE A PHATETIC LOSER AND U ASKING ME TO CUT SHORTER!!! BLODDY ASSHOLE! FUCK U AND UR COWARDNES, SPINELESS BASTARD!!sent to the section head office and hes one hell of a reasonable guy.. i showed him my last picture before i have this pathetic cut and he clearly understands and i respect him for tht.. i truely do..

asking me why i cant be like others.. I HAVE MY OWN STYLE AND PERSONALITY OKAY!! ppl may not like long hair and im clearly fine wif it and its not bothering anyone, not like if i swing it, the whole world will collapse! haizz!! pll and theeir pathetic excuses, always not desiring to see ppl happy for a moment!

ur juz being pressured!

stupid school system.. i kpet wondering to myself, why i even bother to go to school and why im not rich enough to go some art school where there, atleast u have the freedom to express ur individuality!! no one will criticized ur looks and dun care even if ur hair touches ur ass! haizz engineering course, wat a sad pathetic excuse for ppl to keep short hair.. its merely a job, not ur lifestyle.. u may work as an engineer, thts ur living, but ur are a hardcore rocker inside and thts ur lifestyle! gosh like my hair gonna be suck by some machine!! haizz

ur also being pressured my dear class advisor.. ur juz a puppet being controlled by politics in school.. u may not care but ur higher rankings counterparts pressured u to do this.. i dun put all the blame to u but atleast u can nxt time try speaking up and not being engulfed pressurizing statement! get a spine and take charge of ur life and class.. i know u can doit!!

lastly!!U SECTION HEADS ARE JEALOUS COZ UR BALDING AND THTS WHY U CANT KEEP LONG HAIR!! HAHA AND I THINK IF UR NOT IN THE SITUATION, U WILL BE SPOTTING A NEW LOOK WIF UR LONG HAIR.. REMEMBER THE 80?? HAHA I GUESS SO!

JAMMINGAGAIN@CHAPTER6 STUDIOS!

MEMORY-SUGARCULT

THE GREAT ESCAPE-BOYSLIKE GIRLS

WAY AWAY-YELLOWCARD

NOT GOOD EOUGH FOR THE TRUTH IN CLICHE-ESCAPE THE FATE

SINCE YOU BEEN GONE-KELLY CLARKSON

RUN, DONT WALK-HEY MONDAY

CAN DO IT??!! YES WE CAN AND YES WE MUST! HAHA IF NOT I KILL U MP!

haha so up there is the song list for our upccoming gig and i have to learn this by wed for the practice session.. haha but im not particularly favourite since u been gone coz i only enter during the chorus!! haha but its syaza's highlight so yah have to take one for the team.. see im not selfish although i may become a fishmonger!! haha

so today jamming at chapter6 studio at jln besar and the best part is tht we get 1 hr free jamming!! hahah so 18 bucks only! my main objective today is to find one rxk and show it to sab coz, i dunno its funny if u saw an rxk and point it to sab!! haha

the room was freaking awesome man!!! haha its freaking big and cozy and the equiptment was superb!! haha today i think we played well but we have a spat of rust coz we have not been playing wif each other since the last time gig.. but well job to everyone.. atleast we didnt cock up entirely!! haha way away was the best song we played and enjoyed it!! haha wanna come back but the rooms was ex!! 18 buck per hour but the quality i salute to the max! haha maybe we will be coming back, soon after we all not pokai!! haha

after tht parted ways wif hailmi and amin coz they have to go home and me sab and syaza lepak at hg mall rooftop.. bebual best!! maen card pon best!! i won the first 3 game! haha!! den after tht sab accompany us to interchange and went home! then this happened! bunch of matreps board the bus and was like toking to each other.. "eh deni nye guitar confirm brand china.. aku nye guitar tong lagi mahal dari die nye..." matrep 1. "aku rase ugh! dah tk bagos jgn nk step gi jamming studio ah maen.. aku rase die tk lei maen afterlife.. hahahah!! " matrep 2 den the rest laugh.. juz kept quiet coz im tired luhh to entertain them!! haha FIRST OFF MATREPS!! ITS A BASS NOT GUITAR!! BASS GUITAR WITH 4 STRINGS!!! KNOW UR INSTRUMENTS BEFORE CIRTISIZING!! AND IT COZT MORE DEN UR GUITAR KAPOK!! $300++OKAY!! SECONDLY ATLEAST AKU PEGI JAMMING STUDIO JAM, DARIPADE KORANG TK TENTU ARAH MAEN BWH BLOK ORG COMPLAIN!! KLAU SUARE SEDAP TU TKPE AH!! MEMBINGITKAN ORG NYE TELIGA JE!! AND LASTLY, KAU FIKIR MUSIC ADE AFTERLIFE JE??!! AKU SUROH KAU MAEN LAGU JOE SATRIANI, STEVE VAI, MUSE, KAU BLEH TK!?? JGN CKP GUITAR AH! BASS HYSTERIA KAU BLEH HANDLE TK?? CKP JGN SEMBARANG AH!! PEROSAK MUSIC!!

let them be.. let them think they are the best and wen they step into the real world, they wwill know where they stand.. i know myself im not a good player but i try my best and dun critisize other's playing.. lastly im not a hypocrite! thts all.

yes ah!!

see the new pics at the side!! its my new hair and juz today, after some of the irritating curls came back, i took a pic!! wth right?!?! haha so yah i think today was seriously fun to the max!! haha went walking arnd little india!! hahah so..

ok i didnt go to school today.. i over slept and as soon i woke up called hailmi coz we promised to go jamming today and oso to find out where is chapter6 studios.. yah so get ready and meet him and his fren haziq, together went to little india.. so yah was looking for this building, 101 smtg and found it.. haha so lpk jap ngok bdk nafa!! hot pe??!! haha kalah budak poly.. haha so haziq was supose to take his watch back frm casion and got it.. now were off to find chapter6 studios..

otw there we detoured abit coz i was i think abit jakun to go to this place.. haha and kind enough they brought me there to experience.. we were at DESKER ROAD! haha walk behind and saw all this pros! haha eye opening like shit and i was seriously acting cool but haha i failled.. so after the quick detour there, headed back to find chapter6 studios and heres the funny part.. we were walking and i think were lost.. haha so yah decided to call the guy and guess wat, we are at the front gate!! haha and all the poteks dont see the sign!! haha if we have not called i think we will be all the way to town i guess!!

so slacked awhile and after a while, decides to find an atm machine.. again were off to another adventure.. and asked this matrep where is the atm machine, and he replied near the mrt station.. was cursing our bad luck and den haziq tried asking a lady frm 7-11 and she says the machine is juz up ahead!! bloody hell punye matrep!! if u follow his word i think kite sesat lagi!! haha.. wanted to strt jam early but the guy is not there and guess wat again, he dun have his keys to his shop!! haha joke of the century! owner but dun have the key.. after this tht, he says he have to cancel the booking and hes giving us free 1 hrs jamming the nxt time we went there.. haha so gonna make use for mp upcoming jam! yeah 18 dollars saved!

decides to go home but we detoured to mustafa centre! the best place to be in i guess for me right now!! haha was walking around and finding alot of exciting stuff and most importantly cheap stuff!! haha and while me and hailmi was surveying, haziq was gone!! haha but we kept on surveying and we found chopper lah!! haha FOR ALL U MATREPS OUT THER, CHOPPERS LAGI MULIA DARI "MOTOR" BASIKAL PYO PYO KORANG!! hailmi was surveying for shoes and i found NIKE AIR MAX SELLING AT MUSTAFA CENTRE!! HAHA so matreps, airmax available at mustafa centre.. so back to finding haziq and he was at this swiss knife shop and i now know wat i want to have for my 18th birthday! I WANT A SWISS ARMY KNIFE!! LIKE THIS!

while waiting for haziq to buy one, side trecking and hailmi sudenly suggested our bands image!! a safety helmet.. got a pic but i cant upload it.. haizz!! so yah walked around finding stuff and trying alot of stuff and i can tell u, if i have lots of money, ill come here!! coz theres everything u need or dun need but who cares, ur money!! haha so lets see, frm checking out some mp3, went looking for shoes and now bbuying swiss knife! lol and we took 1.5 hrs supposed to be our jamming time.. haha after tht went home.. wat a wonderful day.. nxt time hang out again haziq!

bad stomach, stupid curls!!

STUPID CURLS!! it juz keep coming back!! i really fed up!! haha but juz persevere!! hold on and everything will be juz fine.. i know i have not been updating but i dunno after reading some blogs, i felt the urge to update mine!! haha so here it goes!

today i skipped first period coz i overslept even though i slept early tht night and the class strts at 1230! haizz wat to say, wat to do! haha!! so i juz entered the second class which was test.. yeah i did 5 qns and the rest all copied! den went to eat and juz remembered, i need to sign up for singpass at serangoon cc and i dun know where.. so lucky i met hailmi at the bustop and asked him to accompany him! lucky.. so yah after signing up, went looking for a shop to buy drink and guess wat, we cant even find one and fairprice, our only hope, let us down.. lucky found some value shop quench my thirst!! haha den went home straight away to deferred my ns.. relived!! tmrw is the deadline and i still haven registered and i dun wan to pay 10000 to the govt and sit in jail for 3 years! haha i think thts abt it..

yes ah, tmrw im going jamming!! wif hailmi and his fren at this new place( not new luhh but we juz didnt find out.. ) chapter6 studios which coincidentally gonna be the place where midlife parody gonna have our second gig!! haha free entry and were the first performance at 630!! so pls do com down and support!

haizz!!

hmm yah again ive not been updating but i thnk this time ill keep it short!!

hmm juz came back frm bbq wif my adopted family to celebrate nenek's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!! haha so yah the food was great and its been a while since ive seen my adopted cousins since the meeting.. overall it waas great but there are some problem.. hmm not going to share but ti think both parties need to relax and calm down and remember tht ur still family no matter wat.. haizz!

and this is for my BFF.. hmm all i have to say is tht u need to stay strong facing this challenges and u need to calm down.. im read to be the listening ear evan though i may doze off.. HAHA JKJK!! no lah if u seriously need anything, juz sent me a msg and i try my best to help u.. BFF STAY HAPPY OK!!!

and side tracking, ive straightened my hair!! yeah no more afro dude but alot says they miss my afro hair but who cares.. irritating curls coming back again!! cb!!

thts all i guess.. rememebr too tag me eve though u hate me.. so long!!

im fine lah!!

i dunno why but now i get alot of qns frm frens asking me if im ok.. I am okay lah u ppl.. o lvl is a thing of a pass and i wont relieve it anymore.. and for the previous post, let it be. atleaast like this i have freedom! haha again i have not been updating coz school was hectic and basically i caame home tired and draggy and now, typig this post is beeing draggy coz i have strained my muscles during yesterday's gym trip..

haha so okay today went to school as per normal and i kinda have to say, im proud of today school work coz i did the treading wif perfection.. hmm so after school went to parkway wil zul, fyd and ryhan.. hmm zull wanna buy some clothes.. but sadly, hes been looking for a long sleeve shirt but went to cotton on, even to some budget store, but we cant find it so hes going home empty handed!! haha after tht went walking around parkway and i got kicked out of the arcade for wearing school uniform!! wth, th rule is simply rubbish.. atleast u can lift the rules frm ite students coz as u know, we have very flexible timetable and wats the point of skipping school, it will juz ruin ur own education... hmm stupid secondary school students! so i learned my lesson, juz bring extra pair of clothes, juz in case.. haha so after a while, i went home and sleep.. im soo tireed!!

btw guy.. hmm we looked inactive but MIDLIFE PARODY IS GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER GIG THIS 30TH JAN!! haha yep syaza's fren asked us if we wanna perform and the members agree.. haha!! yeah so our second gig!! baek pe!! haizz slow steps luhh to achieve stardom and recognition!! we can do it!! jiayou!! btw the gig is at chapter 6 production studios. so the details not yet up so if any updates ill probably be updating it on fb!! haha yeah thts it i guess!!

u have another son!

hmm i juz cant bear to live wif this boiling up in my heart.. i tried to contain but the box will juz explode anytime soon.. so yes im telling it to the freeiest space on earth!

i love u but i think im not getting back the same frm u.. u are always siding him, even when hes creating alot of mistakes tht once, u said if he does it, u will take action.. but so far i see is all lies and deceit and furthermore, ur on his side everytime! hmm i know the reason and alot have told, or smack the truth in my face but i try to deny all the information coz i know u loved both of us equally!! but all i see now is all siding him even frm the latest incident, u even cared about him so much, u neglected everything tht i did.. i wanna make u proud but it seems tht its a waste even if i scale the highest mountain! where is all ur promises about treating him.. its all talk and no action so far.. i need not further clarify how u even skipped work to accompany.. to me in my eyes, ur weak and u loved him so much juz because hes born without the love of a father and u tried all ur best to replace the father figure.. and see now, the one who receives more attention is screwing this whole family and seriously, if i have my way ill kick u all out frm this house coz everything u did is juz screwing up a perfect family.. always saying why cant we have a perfect family like other.. i guess u shld look in the mirror and evaluate.. i tried my best but ur still blinded by a stupid reason! omg i dunno why but i think now if i ran away, u wonnt even care coz ur bz taking care of him much and everything else frm me is answered wif anger and resentment!! all i hope is u change to be stronger and try to control him and tried to act regarding importantness rather then blinded by love!! PLS THTS ALL I HOPE FRM U MOM!

midlife back and rolling!

hmm the title up there suggest alot i guess.. ill elaborate more..

so yah this post is abt my friday.. went to school freaking late wif slippers on and looking like a matrep but who cares.. im happy and carefree and i dun a daam on how i look on friday! and yeah the whole class was also wearing slippers to school.. haha!! so went to class to take aircon and school ended and lpk at canteen.. had my lunch wif zul and lpk at the cantenn for 1 hrs pluss!! after tht, soon all gone and only left wif zul and epul.. so played cards atthe umbrella and guess wat, i was winning 3 times straight!! but den i got beaten by zul to the score of 4-3-5!! haizz seriously!! and played another round and this time 2-1-3!! omg im the one as u all expected! haha! so lpk awhile den i need to go off to compass to meet my band..

at last meet them! alot of changes.. sabon juz passed his tp and soon to be riding a RXK(motor apek ice cream) so if u see a young guy wif a wak wak motor, its him! haha and yah syaza gone green wif solar panel hp!! wth!! SOLAR PANEL!! cant stop laughing for a while!! coz yah SOLAR PANEL!! haha!! so we choosed our songs and this time i think its a particularly easy, fast tempo song, so it means tht i have alot of room to improvise! hahah SO JUZ WAIT AND SEE!! haha and after a short while, went our seperate ways and i accompanied amin to have lunch at bk.. den too bus home coz aparently, jakson is being irritating! haha so met the neighbourhood bud and played soccer a while.. and i think today might e my lucky day coz i caught SYA SHECKLER(syahir) skates and fall embarassly!! vid on facebook!! haha i guess thts all!

SUMMER RISE!

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE IVE UPDATED THIS PIECE OF NETWORK AND RIGHT NOW I SHLD HAVE BEEN SLEEPING COZ I PROMISE BROTHER ZUL TO REACH SCHOOL AT 8!! HAIZZ BUT I HAVE PROBLEMS SO HELP ME IF U CAN! HAHA!

so yah i have alot to say but i think if i typed it all out, i tink it will be freaking draggy! so yah i think ill sumarise starting wif the 30th!

~30th dec 2009~ watch movie wif neighbourhood buds, watched alvin and the chipmunks and it was hilarious! after tht went walking around tamp and im here to say hakim in now a skater and i juz find out i hate going out wif fucking NO-LIFER! bloody hell bring my mood down freaking no lifer!

~31st dec 2009~while everyone went out, i stayed at home! i dunno why but i liked home! and further more i miss lots of opportunities to hang out coz the bloody phone line is jammed! idiot singtel!

~2nd jan 2010~ went out wif afiq and fazulah to queensway den to tamp den to pasir ris den to ehub and den back to pasir ris! haha enjoyed the outing and i bought my first drumsticks, mike portnoy drumsticks!! 4 left in sg and i juz bought 1 so left 3!! haha lucky! the outing was great and we chatted till we forget bustops and train stations! haha

~4th jan 2010~ went back to school!! haizz miss those classmates of mine like bro zul, abg sapau, han and the rest! haha and now i cant skip school coz i bassically cant! bloody hell to laziness! haha went karaoke after school and loving it! haha

~5th jan 2010~second day of school! new student mcm kental sia! haha and still loving school! today more fun, played pranks and slacked in school till were the last ones to get out!! lets do this more often! and zul wants me to write this! he beats gog(god of gamblers) hougang and tampines by the score 2-3-2! lucky guy!

yah thts all the post! i skipped all the tiny details coz i know its gonna be draggy but if ur KAYPO and ITCHING TO KNOW THE TINY DETAILS! ask me! thts it!