u have another son!

hmm i juz cant bear to live wif this boiling up in my heart.. i tried to contain but the box will juz explode anytime soon.. so yes im telling it to the freeiest space on earth!

i love u but i think im not getting back the same frm u.. u are always siding him, even when hes creating alot of mistakes tht once, u said if he does it, u will take action.. but so far i see is all lies and deceit and furthermore, ur on his side everytime! hmm i know the reason and alot have told, or smack the truth in my face but i try to deny all the information coz i know u loved both of us equally!! but all i see now is all siding him even frm the latest incident, u even cared about him so much, u neglected everything tht i did.. i wanna make u proud but it seems tht its a waste even if i scale the highest mountain! where is all ur promises about treating him.. its all talk and no action so far.. i need not further clarify how u even skipped work to accompany.. to me in my eyes, ur weak and u loved him so much juz because hes born without the love of a father and u tried all ur best to replace the father figure.. and see now, the one who receives more attention is screwing this whole family and seriously, if i have my way ill kick u all out frm this house coz everything u did is juz screwing up a perfect family.. always saying why cant we have a perfect family like other.. i guess u shld look in the mirror and evaluate.. i tried my best but ur still blinded by a stupid reason! omg i dunno why but i think now if i ran away, u wonnt even care coz ur bz taking care of him much and everything else frm me is answered wif anger and resentment!! all i hope is u change to be stronger and try to control him and tried to act regarding importantness rather then blinded by love!! PLS THTS ALL I HOPE FRM U MOM!