Thursday, July 23, 2009

top of my world, imaginary one

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

yes i still feel the thought of dying so soon that its creeping out my frens.. some was like dun say like that luhh and some juz cover saying im no tokin sense.. but guy, u dun know how i feel inside.. the thought of leaving earth for a better place is giving me goosebumps too but its a cycle of life, once lived, must leave so im now officially not afraid to enter the other dimension.. if i do in the coming future, i hope im showered wif prayers frm good souls..
so sch, i feel the same, no mood to entertain, to even laugh proves difficult for a depressed soul.. i constantly reached out but my effort were in vain.. haizz its basically a bore and did some activities like for eg., during break played soccer, in class still play cs, coz my dota partner not her today and trying to enjoy life in sch wif classmates..hmm
went back home aand sleep.. i think im addicted to this already, its becoming a habit i need to kick!! coz if i sleep early ill wake up at night and sleep late.. im tht type of typical person.. aniwaes i went to sleep like at 6 and juz woken up.. daam i wont be sleeping so soon now... haha so i need to find activities at night.. no not those activities!! haizz dying already still doing this.. till nxt time, but i doubt time is kind to me..

THATS ALL
TMRW BAND MEETING
HAHA IM SERIOUSLY LOST FOR WORDS
HAIZZ